tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-48045831255859233762024-02-08T03:04:51.604-08:00only just beginningadelaidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02052211255832471006noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804583125585923376.post-12033019974755753422011-08-22T04:03:00.000-07:002011-08-22T04:03:08.458-07:00to the spirits of the dead, or to their memory.<br />
i think being here is killing me.<br />
it's been too long since i felt pure joy.<br />
it's been too long since i looked forward to the horizon.<br />
it's been too long since i had myself, a journal, some cash and a voice.<br />
i still don't know why i'm here, why i don't just say "fuck you for making me wait and waste", why i don't kill it and move on.<br />
i don't want to lose it. i wouldn't mind losing me. why do i waste my fucking time?adelaidehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02052211255832471006noreply@blogger.com0